~This Says it All~

myself: minus 30 years

This pretty much sums up this season of life for me:

emotionally and mentally a mess 

obviously trying to deal with too many necessary things at one time- 

 things that start you wondering: IS it necessary? 

Or is this desperate clutching just gonna make me a fool in the end?

In the end- what do I REALLY need?

(besides a better sense of fashion)  

Could I just put it all down and let God hand me something better?

Because at some point, we have to graduate to a cup.

Grow up and let God do the filling. 

The way we tend to call living leaves a lot of holes.

Decisions need to be made and still- I just don't know.

But I'm thinking that if I go ahead and empty my fists clenched in anger, entitlement and fear

then I'll finally be free to hold some answers and some dreams.

" I don't ask you to bless what I have decided to do, but give me GRACE to discover and to live what You have dreamed for me."

~Michel Quoist

Cheers!